Yesterday morning I woke up just about clawing the walls. Well, well never felt pain like this in all my life. I was screaming at my mother, "This is from my liver?????????????" Confirmation from both her and my doctor says yes indeed. I feel like I've been kicked over and over again in my right rib cage and all over my back. It hurts to walk and lift my arms. It's sort of like jabbing sharp pains all over. Just fabulous! I can only sleep laying on my left side and getting out of bed?? For getta 'bout it! At least I have a liver though, right?? And I am still breathing (although that hurts too! Ha ha).
Needless to say, I am doped up on MANY pain killers and the mammogram and ultra sound have been rescheduled for September 5th at 1:45 pm.
I must crawl back into bed. I'll write more tomorrow.
I love y'all!
*** Please say prayers for Tammy and her family.
*** Please say prayers for Nathan (He is starting chemo and radiation again.), Ms Bobby (she started radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (recovering from surgery.), Lenore, Trish, David Carey, Sugar, Cindy (She's in remission),Tammy (she's in remission) and Jeannette. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq.
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17 comments:
I'm so sorry your in such pain. Try and get some rest. Prayers always for you. (((((Hugs))))))
Cindy
You take it easy my Princess.....my thoughts and prayers are with you....Love Pammy
Oh no! I hate that you are in pain! I pray that you get some relief. Take care of yourself and get some rest so you can kick this in the butt!
Trish
Sending up prayers for you! God bless.
Sugar
It is not fare that one person should have to go through so much pain and suffering. Keep up the battle. I know you will win. Love, Aunt Tania
have a great weekend:) sorry you are in so much pain:( god bless you and keep you safe
Deb
I wish I could take away your pain and so does your mother too and all the rest of your family and friends. Life can be so cruel sometimes. I hope your pain killers are effective. I am praying for you to have some respite from everything that is going on inside you. Rest now...we are all here ready to listen to you when you are feeling a wee bit better. May God Bless you and make you better soon.
Good luck with your mammogram. You are in my prayers.
Jeanie xxx
I so hope you get a handle on the pain...keeping you in my prayers....
hugs
Lyn
Saying a prayer right now for you! Get some rest!
Oh dear, that does not sound good. Glad you're getting an early scan!
Try to hang in there, sweetie! Just tell that pain to take a flying leap! You've gotta have some kind of relief soon, sweetie! Get all the rest you can get! {{{BIG heart hugs}}}
I have been reading your journal for awhile now. I admire your outlook & how you ask for prayers for other people. Know that you are in my prayers & I really hope you get relief from your pain.
Hope you can get relief from all that pain soon. I am sending up a prayer for you right now. Helen
Ya know, I always envisioned cancer cells and tumors as dull, white, blobs - usually round but sometimes shaped like mushrooms. Ever since your earlier description of "zapping that little booger off of there", I have not been able to get the image of a green, shiny, slimey, tumor, dripping off a liver out of my mind. It gives me a chuckle everytime it pops into my mind (as I've said before it's the little things that amuse me). Praying for pain relief, a cancellation, acceptance and understanding, friendship, love, and little boogers! Love Jules
Keeping you in my prayers.
Lisa
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you...and as always, praying for you! Take care--MN
Praying for you...
be well,
Dawn
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