Congratulations on your engagement Rachel (FC) and Tom (JT)!!
I love you tons!
So, I woke up, showered, got dressed and decided to have my blood draw and run some errands. However, after the blood draw or maybe even somewhere between driving to the doctor's office and the blood draw....I seriously started feeling like my insides were going to fall out. Or should I say what is left of my insides! Ha...I made a funny! Speaking of funnies, Mom, Dad and I were eating supper the other night. For some reason we were talking about what side of the body the appendix is on. I said, "Ohhh I guess it isn't my appendix that's hurting me." Dad said, "You still have your appendix...how did that happen? They must have screwed up!" THAT WAS FUNNY!! If you know my father, you know how hilarious it is that he made a joke about the shhhhhhhh.....cancer. I love you Daddy!
I've popped a couple Loritab. Forgive me if I am silly. Yes, that means I am experiencing pain today. Abdomen, back, and let's count the days...at least 14 and I am still bleeding passing the blood clots!!!!!!!!! ARGH!
I know that sounds very similar to a complaint. That's really not my style....ohhhh who I am kidding??! :)
I'm off to bed. Count your blessings and remember I sure do love y'all!
*** Prayers for Jon and Julie's church home group.
*** Please say prayers for My Aunt Gloria and our family, Nathan (He's moved to the Ronald McDonald House.), Ms Bobby (shestarted radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (recovering from surgery.), Lenore, Trish and David Carey. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
Happy Birthday To The Best Sister
EVER!!
When I Grow Up I Want To Be Just Like You!
I Love You Sister!
I cannot sleep. I am uncomfortable, and just plain ole' grumpy.
It is raining here. The storm started Monday, somewhere after 4:00 pm. Thunder and lightening. I was in Wal Mart watching the big drops fall fast and hard. I waited and waited hoping the rain would slow some. It didn't, so I braved it...and walked as quickly as I could to my car. I've now decided I need windshield wipers for my glasses and an umbrella in my purse!
Aunt Gloria is still in ICU. She is feeling a little better. The doctors will be running more tests on her in the upcoming days. Pray for her comfort and for strength for our family please!
FC (My cousin, Rachel) and Tom are in Paris. I was IM'ing with her for a brief moment before my AOL started acting up. I got frustrated trying to reboot and fix it. (Sorry FC!!!) The only detail I got, is from their apartment you can see the top of the Eiffel Tower. How cool is that????
Good book to read: One More Day ~ Mitch Albom. He's the same author that wrote Tuesdays With Morrie.
Great CD to jam to: Perry Farrell's Satellite Party. Not my usual...but I love it.
Five Grateful's: A roof over my head, a full tummy, my family, my friends, my doggie.
That just makes "it" all worthwhile. Know what I mean????
I'm delirious. I need to try to fall asleep. I sure do love y'all.
CONGRATULATIONS to the Radomski Family for their new addition, Eric William. He weighed in at 6 pounds 5 ounces, June 22nd at 10:24 am.
*** Prayers for Jon and Julie's church home group.
*** Please say prayers for My Aunt Gloria and our family, Nathan (He's moved to the Ronald McDonald House.), Ms Bobby (she started radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (recovering from surgery.), Lenore, Trish and David Carey. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
I am going to make this short. I'm feeling sad. My Aunt Gloria is in ICU. Please include her in your prayers tonight.
Before I say good night, I want to share the words of this beautiful song with y'all.
For Good Idina Menzel & Kristin Chenoweth
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you.
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good.
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend:
Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you:
Because I knew you I have been changed for good.
And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for
But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share and none of it seems to matter anymore.
Like a comet pulled from orbit as it passes the sun.
Like a stream the meets a boulder halfway through the wood.
Like a ship blown from its mooring by a wind off the sea.
Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood.
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better.
And because I knew you...
Because I knew you...
Because I knew you.
I have been changed for good.
*** Please say prayers for My Aunt Gloria and our family, Nathan (He's moved to the Ronald McDonald House.), Ms Bobby (she started radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (recovering from surgery.), Lenore, Trish and David Carey. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
Here's how the conversation went...
ME: Did you see the pictures in my journal?
PAMELA: Yes.... (no comments, just silence)
ME: Oh, ok. Which pictures didn't you like?? I'll take them out.
PAMELA: That's ok, I already did!!
Can you believe that?? Give her the pass code for my account so she can write in my journal when I'm in the hospital...and she goes in rearranging stuff, without even telling me! THE NERVE!! Ha ha! By the way, I re posted the picture...it's just edited a bit!!!!!!
I saw my doctor yesterday. Boy, was that fun! Sometimes, it's exhausting being poked and prodded. I've been told I have cysts on my cervix. Funny, I had forgotten I actually had a cervix! I mean, all the other girlie parts are missing!!! One of the cysts looks "textured" he said and then called it a tumor "perhaps". This is now what the pain and passing all the blood is being attributed to. I've been given yet another medication in hopes to dissolve the cysts. A new pain med as well, that isn't suppose to "put me under the table". If that doesn't cure "them"...out they come for a biopsy.
I'm off to Julie's. I'll be back later to write more.
The pictures of me, are the new haircut!!
Have a FABULOUS day! I love y'all!
As promised, here are pictures from the birthday bash!!
If anyone else took pictures at my party, PLEASE email them to me whenever you can! Thank you!!
I'll write tomorrow after I see the doctor.
I sure do love y'all!
Birthday bash pictures will be posted today!! Come back soon y'all, ya hear??? Ha ha.
Thanks MN!!!
I spent most of Tuesday sleeping. I'm exhausted and emotional. I woke up again, not too long ago, and can't seem to fall back asleep. (Note, the time) Oddly, I feel extremely tired still.
The song I am listening to is about dying and going to a "pretty" heaven. I could listen to it over and over again. (Thanks SB)
At my birthday party, someone asked me if they had to call me Irene now. She said "everything you write is signed Irene. We've always known you as Rene". It made me chuckle...because well she's right! I only started "using" Irene when I was 22. I switched jobs. My new boss began calling me Irene. I finally liked the way it sounded. Different. More mature. It stuck! I "deemed" myself Irene, from that day on. I certainly don't expect all those who knew me pre "Princess" days to begin calling me Irene. That would sound weird. I'll always be Rene to them!!!!
The GREAT exception (and blessing) to the Rene Rule, is being called Aunt Rene. Not only by my nieces and nephew. Their friends, and my sister's friends and their children also! I'm Aunt Rene to a bunch of people! I love that! It is music to my ears.
Julie is doing Girl Scout camp this week with the girls. She sounded a bit ummmm...beat when I spoke to her! God bless her kind and patient soul in that heat with all those girls! I'd love to be there but I'm thinking we both know I wouldn't be able to take it! Not the girls, all the activity for the day!
Just a reminder, if you comment on one of my entries, make sure you go back and look at my comments back to ya!
Quote Of The Day: "When I stand before God at the end of my life I would hope that I would have not a single bit of talent left and could say, I used everything you gave me" Erma Bombeck (Thanks Jules, I love it!)
I'm climbing back into bed. I sure do love y'all!
*** Please say prayers for My Aunt Gloria and our family, Nathan (he is doing chemo, again.), Ms Bobby (she started radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (recovering from surgery.), Lenore, Trish and David Carey. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
Phew!! That was the shortest stay ANMED has ever gotten from me! Thank God! I don't know if it is a good or bad thing that some of the staff knows me by face and name. Or that my attending doctor walked into my room saying "Irene what's the problem, did you miss me??" I couldn't ask for better care at a hospital!!!
As always, I am happy to be home. Especially since I was released WITHOUT a new diagnosis or ailment!
My mother was correct, (as Pamela mentioned yesterday) about what was causing the blood clots I was passing. My blood is too thin. The doctor was almost certain when he admitted me that's what the issue was. However, since I am such a "unique" patient (unique = someone with medical problems up the wazoo!!!) he wanted to rule out the growth of any new tumors etc. Let's thank God again!
The pain and coughing is par for the course. That's all cancer stuff. I don't like the reality of that. I'm sure I'll cry about it some time soon. I haven't yet though. I'm too thrilled that the blood I was passing was JUST from the Coumadin!
New subject....
I've now typed and retyped this paragraph a few times. Here I go again. My sister is without a doubt a selfless, loving, caring, giving, nurturing person. Those adjectives are just for starters. I truly cannot begin to convey to y'all who she is in my life or the security she brings me. She makes me want to be a better me. She allows me to be the me I am. She laughs with me when no one else seems tobe able to and her unconditional love is never ending. She even circles the airport twice, in morning traffic to make certain her little sister is being taken care of. To which I must say, did not surprise me because that's who my sister is. An angel. A gift. My big sister.
The thought of leaving this world before Pamela does, completely wrecks me. (As I said in my very first journal entry) I selfishly cannot imagine my life without her, and I painfully sit here thinking she must have similar thoughts when she is typing in my journal knowing I'm in the hospital again. Oh my, I can't stop my tears. I love you Pamela, Thank you for being you.
I'm going to sign off for the evening. BUT, not before I wish my FABULOUS brother in law, David a very Happy Birthday!!!!!!! I love you Dave!!
I love y'all too!
PS ~ If you took any pictures at my birthday party PLEASE email them to me! I'd like to post them here on my journal! I'm talking to YOU, MN!!!
*** Please say prayers for My Aunt Gloria and our family, Nathan (he is doing chemo, again.), Ms Bobby (she started radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (recovering from surgery.), Lenore, Trish and David Carey. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
I'm not feeling so great. As I type this, I am sucking down some oxygen. The coughing is bad, I'm wheezing and there is still pain and pressure in my tummy.
I'm so stubborn. I know if I call any of my doctors they will send me to the ER. I also know, I'll be admitted. YUCK. Who wants that again??
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
*** Please say prayers for My Aunt Gloria and our family, Nathan (he is doing chemo, again.), Ms Bobby (she started radiation), Mr. Russo, Ms Pammy (she's having surgery Thursday.), Lenore, Trish and David Carey. They are fighting the battle with cancer too .
*** Please say prayers for Jay Carey and his family. He is in Iraq, fighting the war.
If this is your first time reading my journal, PLEASE go back to my first entry on 11-15-06 to read about the title MEET ME AT THE BREAKFAST TABLE!! Thanks!
Eight days until my 35th birthday!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
All packed and ready to get on the road!!
DC here I come!!!!!!
I love y'all!